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Taking a Few Days Off to Figure Myself Out (Not Blog Related)

Hey guys,

For those who don’t know my name is Sean Effendi. I’m one of the creators of this Kitakubu blog.

A few days ago, I started a new part-time job as a server and since then I’ve got this feeling of depression / stress. I’m actually not too sure why, but I feel as if I’m lying to myself or I regret it. I’ve never felt this way before. Outside of work, every time I think about it my chest starts to tighten up, my throat starts to hurt, and sometimes my eyes get watery. I try to take my mind off of it by playing video games, reading a book, listening to music, or even watching TV. But, I still feel it. At work, I don’t feel it as much, but the feeling is still there.

It might be because of the transition from my other server job. My last job was a special place to me. Everyone there was like family. It felt like second home. Or it might be the server job in general. I don’t know…

So, I’m actually debating if I should take a few days off from the blog to figure myself out.

If I do decide to take a few days off, I apologize for the inconvenience. I know that many of you take a lot of your time reading our articles everyday and it makes me happy. But, I just feel like I might need this. Again, I apologize and I hope you guys understand.

Thank you,


Sean Effendi